Part 2 - Post Orgasm Punishment - Day 21

Yesterday was another teasing day. I'd spent the night in bondage again with, this time with the rabbit vibe in my pussy (Friday night we used the bullet).

I  did my clit spanking using a ridding crop a little while after waking up. I walked the dogs and had a quick breakfast and then inserted the bullet plug. Since I failed miserably to do my water torture on Wednesday I set up my 4th weekly punishment thread. This time I'm getting mostly spanks to my pussy, though there are options that will include my clit and those seem quite popular. I'll be doing daily spanking all week, with a mega spanking on Friday. As of this morning I'm at almost over 1200 spanks to be delivered tonight, so it will be a very difficult week on my clit and pussy. 

Once I had the thread , it was back to bondage. I left the bullet vibe inserted and then tied the wand vibe to my crotch with a rope harness.  When I use the wand vibe I try to make my bondage a little more difficult to get out of so I can't just reach down and quickly turn it off. Obviously I can get out because, it wouldn't be safe otherwise, but if I do I have to make a conscious decision to do so. This is the upgraded model and is suppose to have much more battery life, 3 times. Maybe it does on solo mode, but it was still under an hour with the Bluetooth which is sadly the only way I use it. It still got me pretty close to cumming though.

It's probably for the best because the last thing I need right now is another orgasm punishment. Though I have to say a three hour battery life sounds exiting. There is no way I could stand that without cumming if Sir was mean and then I'd just have to endure the vibration on my super sensitive clitty afterwards. 

Since the battery was getting pretty low and I was hungry, I did decide to free myself and have lunch. I left the bullet in and was teased while I was having lunch. 

After lunch I decided to move on to the new oscillating toy since we hadn't used it. This one again is a sequel and it does last much longer than the original. It's also probably the toy most likely to accidentally give me a g-spot orgasm. 

At that point the Lovense servers decided to go down. SO our fun was spoiled. I had some patterns stored on my profile, from back when I thought I might be able to control my own masturbation again someday soon. And boy did Sir have a task for me. First 45 minutes of clit tickling with a blush brush. This is one of the most frustrating things he could have given me. I inserted the labia spreader though, set the alarm, put on a blindfold and went to work. 

The thing about the blush brush is it's bristles are so soft that you can barely feel them. No nice firm rubbing or even the scratchiness of a paintbrush or toothbrush, just butterfly soft barely there touches. The thing is they still stimulate my clit and make it aroused. If the touches go on long enough say over 30 minutes my clit starts to ache and I end up with a nasty case of blue bean, but not nearly enough stimulation to come. Yesterday it put me in exactly that state. 

Then Sir followed things up with a instructions to run an hour worth of patterns. I was super horny by the time that was over and then the Lovense servers came back on line. So I signed back in and he tortured me some more. 

After that I switched to the bullet vibe for a bit and had dinner and took the dogs for a very quick walk. It was raining pretty hard so they were quite happy with that arrangement, poor little things. 

After that I got ready for the night and switched to the rabbit vibe for the night. I ended up having to untie myself around 3 because my shoulder just couldn't take it anymore, but I left the vibe in until I woke up about 5 and could see the battery had died. 

Part 2 of orgasm punishment - Day 3

Today was the day. I tried the water torture again. I did not make the entire 90 minutes. I only made it just under 30 minutes. It just became to much. So I guess, I my ass is getting spanked again tomorrow.

I did decide to open a new punishment thread to keep myself motivated. This one is only open for a fixed period of time, but so far I have close to 1000 spanks coming to my pussy over the weekend., as well as a couple of hundred extra spanks to my ass.

All chores done today so no additional housework punishment spanks either. Oh and I did remember to complete my clit spanking this morning.

Punishment Dare - Day ?????

So... I took a rather long break. It's been a busy few months and honestly, I haven't made a huge amount of progress. It was somewhat too easy relying on the denial wheel, instead of progressing with the punishment thread. Things calmed down towards the end of 2018 and I started again. I went back to regular (mostly) daily teasing and start adhering to the thread rules again. I am no longer reporting report daily, I've committed to reporting weekly on Get Dare, but even that was a stretch and I've already had to post punishment rules for not following that schedule. With everything that has been going on on Tumblr I've hesitated about starting to blog again. But I think it might be time. Will decide later if I'm sticking to just Blogger or continuing to do Tumblr too.  

If things become to hectic again or if the no touch just becomes too much, I 'll take another hiatus but will try to set a pre-determined time this time around.

For those who are curious I landed on a choice wedge once and he was nice enough to allow me 3 orgasms. I was allowed 45 minutes of clit tickling with the wool calligraphy brush, followed by 10 minutes with the magic wand (if I could not come from the brush alone), I also landed on orgasm once on my own. I also landed on ruined orgasm once. So I have had 2 days when I got to have orgasm and 1 day with a ruined orgasm since this began.

If I do do the hiatus again I am going to remove all the orgasm options other than the choice options. That will allow for a small chance to orgasm, but leave it under someone else's control.

I started actively working on the punishment tread again on December 29th. Since I've received pretty regular teasing sessions and pretty much done daily punishment sessions. My reports for those are available on the punishment thread for those interested. Sorry but there's just too much to post here. I think I may just leave the reports for the punishment to get dare. I'll reserve this just to talk about my denial and how I'm feeling with regard to that denial.

I guess if I'm going to talk about how I'm feeling (horny), I do need to give you some details. First I've given control of my cunt and my clit to R, he's been providing me daily teasing since this started so this just seemed like the natural progression. He seems to understand that I have a real life and I trust him.  We've recently started playing with my Lovense toys and have taken things to a whole new level. We've done various sessions sometimes just inserting the Lush which is a basically a big bullet vibe and wearing it throughout the day has I did house work. R then got to turn it on randomly has I went about my day, We recently decided that this will be a regular Saturday afternoon even. I will insert the vibe every Saturday and it will be up to him whether or not to turn it on. The idea of being stuffed and at someone else's mercy is erotic. 

We've also done some more intense sessions where I've tied myself up set a timer inserted the vibe and blindfolded myself. Laying there with my legs spread not knowing when the pleasure would come or how long it would last, was intense. So he hasn't pushed me far enough to force an orgasm out of me, but we've talked about it and even agreed on punishments if and when it happens. 

The thread while not very active still produces more punishments than I can keep up with, so my denial is indefinite. I'm frustrated, but not desperate at the moment. The part that I'm struggling with is that I'm on no touch, at least when it comes to my pussy and clit. I'm only ever allowed to touch my clit with R's instructions and I'm getting very desperate. I'm allowed to play with my nipples and my ass, but I'm on holiday with family and don't have any toys. I can't seem to stop pinching my nipples though. I really really wish I could just finger my clit a little bit.