Sorry for the prolonged radio silence, I'm going to try to be better at this overall. To answer the obvious questions. Yes I am still in denial and still on no touch. Every weekend I stuff my pussy with remote control toys and give Sir the controls. The ones I use are made by Lovense.
Excluding that I really don't touch myself at all. That being said I've been pretty terrible about following through with my punishment for cumming over a year ago. Punishment is supposed to be 90 minutes of water torture. I haven't even really managed to do 15 so far. For those not familiar with the dare, I spread my pussy lips with a spreader and aim a concentrated shower spray directly at my clit. If I edge I remove for 30 seconds and then resume stimulation. If I make an attempt and fail I'm supposed to be on strict no touch for 2 days and to deliver 250 spanks to my ass with a holed leather paddle each day. I really haven't been following through on that at all.
Sir and I had basically a weekend long session. We alternated between the bullet vibe, the butt plug and the rabbit vibrator toys all weekend. The lovense app have alarm functionality so I even slept tied up with a toy in my pussy. I distinctly remembering waking up abruptly on Saturday in the middle of the night when one of the alarms went off. My pussy and clit are still super sensitive form all the over-stimulation.
I was off today and made a point of delivering the 250 spanks to my ass this afternoon. I'm still sore and am not looking forward to more tomorrow, but I'm going to try to hold to the punishment rules, so I can motivate myself to actually follow through.
I'm also working on remembering to deliver the daily spanks to my clit.
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