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Wednesday, 29 April 2020
Part 2 of orgasm punishment - Day 3
Today was the day. I tried the water torture again. I did not make the entire 90 minutes. I only made it just under 30 minutes. It just became to much. So I guess, I my ass is getting spanked again tomorrow.
I did decide to open a new punishment thread to keep myself motivated. This one is only open for a fixed period of time, but so far I have close to 1000 spanks coming to my pussy over the weekend., as well as a couple of hundred extra spanks to my ass.
All chores done today so no additional housework punishment spanks either. Oh and I did remember to complete my clit spanking this morning.
Tuesday, 28 April 2020
Part 2 of orgasm punishment - Day 2
Happy to report that I stayed on track today. I started out by giving my clit 50 spanks with a riding crop. I also delivered my second set of spankings and my ass is pretty sore. Actually blogging is also helping keep me in the right frame of mind and keeping me horny. So even though, I'm pretty sure I won't make my full water torture time tomorrow, I'm looking forward to being allowed some clitoral stimulation.
I've also restarted housework punishment, because I really needed to. I've setup task for myself for the entire week. Today I managed to complete all of today's tasks so no additional spankings required.
It's been too long
Sorry for the prolonged radio silence, I'm going to try to be better at this overall. To answer the obvious questions. Yes I am still in denial and still on no touch. Every weekend I stuff my pussy with remote control toys and give Sir the controls. The ones I use are made by Lovense.
Excluding that I really don't touch myself at all. That being said I've been pretty terrible about following through with my punishment for cumming over a year ago. Punishment is supposed to be 90 minutes of water torture. I haven't even really managed to do 15 so far. For those not familiar with the dare, I spread my pussy lips with a spreader and aim a concentrated shower spray directly at my clit. If I edge I remove for 30 seconds and then resume stimulation. If I make an attempt and fail I'm supposed to be on strict no touch for 2 days and to deliver 250 spanks to my ass with a holed leather paddle each day. I really haven't been following through on that at all.
Sir and I had basically a weekend long session. We alternated between the bullet vibe, the butt plug and the rabbit vibrator toys all weekend. The lovense app have alarm functionality so I even slept tied up with a toy in my pussy. I distinctly remembering waking up abruptly on Saturday in the middle of the night when one of the alarms went off. My pussy and clit are still super sensitive form all the over-stimulation.
I was off today and made a point of delivering the 250 spanks to my ass this afternoon. I'm still sore and am not looking forward to more tomorrow, but I'm going to try to hold to the punishment rules, so I can motivate myself to actually follow through.
I'm also working on remembering to deliver the daily spanks to my clit.
Friday, 15 March 2019
Punishment Dare - Day ?????
So... I took a rather long break. It's been a busy few months and honestly, I haven't made a huge amount of progress. It was somewhat too easy relying on the denial wheel, instead of progressing with the punishment thread. Things calmed down towards the end of 2018 and I started again. I went back to regular (mostly) daily teasing and start adhering to the thread rules again. I am no longer reporting report daily, I've committed to reporting weekly on Get Dare, but even that was a stretch and I've already had to post punishment rules for not following that schedule. With everything that has been going on on Tumblr I've hesitated about starting to blog again. But I think it might be time. Will decide later if I'm sticking to just Blogger or continuing to do Tumblr too.
If things become to hectic again or if the no touch just becomes too much, I 'll take another hiatus but will try to set a pre-determined time this time around.
For those who are curious I landed on a choice wedge once and he was nice enough to allow me 3 orgasms. I was allowed 45 minutes of clit tickling with the wool calligraphy brush, followed by 10 minutes with the magic wand (if I could not come from the brush alone), I also landed on orgasm once on my own. I also landed on ruined orgasm once. So I have had 2 days when I got to have orgasm and 1 day with a ruined orgasm since this began.
If I do do the hiatus again I am going to remove all the orgasm options other than the choice options. That will allow for a small chance to orgasm, but leave it under someone else's control.
I started actively working on the punishment tread again on December 29th. Since I've received pretty regular teasing sessions and pretty much done daily punishment sessions. My reports for those are available on the punishment thread for those interested. Sorry but there's just too much to post here. I think I may just leave the reports for the punishment to get dare. I'll reserve this just to talk about my denial and how I'm feeling with regard to that denial.
I guess if I'm going to talk about how I'm feeling (horny), I do need to give you some details. First I've given control of my cunt and my clit to R, he's been providing me daily teasing since this started so this just seemed like the natural progression. He seems to understand that I have a real life and I trust him. We've recently started playing with my Lovense toys and have taken things to a whole new level. We've done various sessions sometimes just inserting the Lush which is a basically a big bullet vibe and wearing it throughout the day has I did house work. R then got to turn it on randomly has I went about my day, We recently decided that this will be a regular Saturday afternoon even. I will insert the vibe every Saturday and it will be up to him whether or not to turn it on. The idea of being stuffed and at someone else's mercy is erotic.
We've also done some more intense sessions where I've tied myself up set a timer inserted the vibe and blindfolded myself. Laying there with my legs spread not knowing when the pleasure would come or how long it would last, was intense. So he hasn't pushed me far enough to force an orgasm out of me, but we've talked about it and even agreed on punishments if and when it happens.
The thread while not very active still produces more punishments than I can keep up with, so my denial is indefinite. I'm frustrated, but not desperate at the moment. The part that I'm struggling with is that I'm on no touch, at least when it comes to my pussy and clit. I'm only ever allowed to touch my clit with R's instructions and I'm getting very desperate. I'm allowed to play with my nipples and my ass, but I'm on holiday with family and don't have any toys. I can't seem to stop pinching my nipples though. I really really wish I could just finger my clit a little bit.
If things become to hectic again or if the no touch just becomes too much, I 'll take another hiatus but will try to set a pre-determined time this time around.
For those who are curious I landed on a choice wedge once and he was nice enough to allow me 3 orgasms. I was allowed 45 minutes of clit tickling with the wool calligraphy brush, followed by 10 minutes with the magic wand (if I could not come from the brush alone), I also landed on orgasm once on my own. I also landed on ruined orgasm once. So I have had 2 days when I got to have orgasm and 1 day with a ruined orgasm since this began.
If I do do the hiatus again I am going to remove all the orgasm options other than the choice options. That will allow for a small chance to orgasm, but leave it under someone else's control.
I started actively working on the punishment tread again on December 29th. Since I've received pretty regular teasing sessions and pretty much done daily punishment sessions. My reports for those are available on the punishment thread for those interested. Sorry but there's just too much to post here. I think I may just leave the reports for the punishment to get dare. I'll reserve this just to talk about my denial and how I'm feeling with regard to that denial.
I guess if I'm going to talk about how I'm feeling (horny), I do need to give you some details. First I've given control of my cunt and my clit to R, he's been providing me daily teasing since this started so this just seemed like the natural progression. He seems to understand that I have a real life and I trust him. We've recently started playing with my Lovense toys and have taken things to a whole new level. We've done various sessions sometimes just inserting the Lush which is a basically a big bullet vibe and wearing it throughout the day has I did house work. R then got to turn it on randomly has I went about my day, We recently decided that this will be a regular Saturday afternoon even. I will insert the vibe every Saturday and it will be up to him whether or not to turn it on. The idea of being stuffed and at someone else's mercy is erotic.
We've also done some more intense sessions where I've tied myself up set a timer inserted the vibe and blindfolded myself. Laying there with my legs spread not knowing when the pleasure would come or how long it would last, was intense. So he hasn't pushed me far enough to force an orgasm out of me, but we've talked about it and even agreed on punishments if and when it happens.
The thread while not very active still produces more punishments than I can keep up with, so my denial is indefinite. I'm frustrated, but not desperate at the moment. The part that I'm struggling with is that I'm on no touch, at least when it comes to my pussy and clit. I'm only ever allowed to touch my clit with R's instructions and I'm getting very desperate. I'm allowed to play with my nipples and my ass, but I'm on holiday with family and don't have any toys. I can't seem to stop pinching my nipples though. I really really wish I could just finger my clit a little bit.
Tuesday, 22 May 2018
Punishment Dare - Days 186 to 226
I know it's been a while and some are wondering if I've given up, but it's just been a busy few weeks. And for those wondering? Yes I have remained in denial. I have done a few free touch rolls and managed to get reacquainted with my vibrator during that time. Mostly just quick edges with the my magic wand. On days were I rolled thread rule, I generally just didn't have time to complete teases and punishments, so those generally ended up being no touch days.
This was a long weekend though. I spent the first part of it working and then went on my annual camping trip. When I got back home on Sunday I decided to play a little though. I rolled the wheel and got punishment thread rules. I had a tease in reserve, so I started with that.
First 50 spanks to my clit with the ridding crop to sensitize it, then 45 minutes of clit tickling with a Japanese calligraphy bush, followed by 50 spanks to my pussy with a flogger. This left me nice and wet. I was pretty tired after that so I napped for a good long time before deciding to do an actual punishment.
Clamped my clit and nipples and set the timer for 10 minutes, read some female orgasm denial blog posts on tumblr while I waited. I focused mainly on post were girls allowed to orgasm taunted girl who's dripping pussy's were denied, (like mine). Once the timer went off I was good and horny, so I rubbed IcyHot all over my clit. Once the burning started I didn't wait I grabbed the ridding crop and gave my pussy a spanking. I fingered my clit for the whole 15 minutes and though it felt amazing I didn't edge, so I delivered another 50 punishment spanks to my clit with the crop.
I was still horny, but could continue to another punishment because of the IcyHot. I was tired out anyway by then so I went to bed. This morning I woke up still pretty excited so I rolled the denial wheel and landed on denial, thread rules again. So I decided to do another punishment
Quickly flogged my pussy 150 times. Then spent a pleasant 15 minutes playing with my clit. It felt pretty good, but I didn't manage to edge so I had to finish up with another 50 penalty spanks to the clit which of course left me hornier.
Unfortunately I went to bed feeling excited and my clit was throbbing, but I just didn't have the time to complete another PM or punishment before work.
This was a long weekend though. I spent the first part of it working and then went on my annual camping trip. When I got back home on Sunday I decided to play a little though. I rolled the wheel and got punishment thread rules. I had a tease in reserve, so I started with that.
First 50 spanks to my clit with the ridding crop to sensitize it, then 45 minutes of clit tickling with a Japanese calligraphy bush, followed by 50 spanks to my pussy with a flogger. This left me nice and wet. I was pretty tired after that so I napped for a good long time before deciding to do an actual punishment.
- Clamp my clit and tits for 10 minutes
- Rub Icy-Hot on my clit
- 50 spanks to my pussy with a ridding crop
Clamped my clit and nipples and set the timer for 10 minutes, read some female orgasm denial blog posts on tumblr while I waited. I focused mainly on post were girls allowed to orgasm taunted girl who's dripping pussy's were denied, (like mine). Once the timer went off I was good and horny, so I rubbed IcyHot all over my clit. Once the burning started I didn't wait I grabbed the ridding crop and gave my pussy a spanking. I fingered my clit for the whole 15 minutes and though it felt amazing I didn't edge, so I delivered another 50 punishment spanks to my clit with the crop.
I was still horny, but could continue to another punishment because of the IcyHot. I was tired out anyway by then so I went to bed. This morning I woke up still pretty excited so I rolled the denial wheel and landed on denial, thread rules again. So I decided to do another punishment
- 50 hits to pussy with a flogger
- 50 hits to pussy with a flogger
- 50 hits to pussy with a flogger
Quickly flogged my pussy 150 times. Then spent a pleasant 15 minutes playing with my clit. It felt pretty good, but I didn't manage to edge so I had to finish up with another 50 penalty spanks to the clit which of course left me hornier.
Unfortunately I went to bed feeling excited and my clit was throbbing, but I just didn't have the time to complete another PM or punishment before work.
Tuesday, 10 April 2018
Punishment Dare - Days 175 to 185
First, my apologies for not being around. I've had some changes in real life which have drastically changed the amount of free time I have. Nothing dire or to be worried about, but my scope of responsibility at work as almost doubled. I've taken over a new team and frankly it's a mess. It's forcing me to put in some pretty long hours.
Frankly I considered shutting down the thread altogether. I ended up deciding against that since I think everyone is still having fun, myself included. That being said I am going to relax some of the rule.
First punishments for not completing teases and punishments are no more. Frankly I just can't guarantee that I'll be able to do them everyday.
Second since I now will probably often go days without punishments and this thread could go on indefinitely, I'm introducing a small chance of my getting an Orgasm, because frankly I need at least a chance of eventually getting an O no matter how small to keep me interested.
So here is how this is going to work. Starting today I will be using this wheel to determine if I'm allowed to cum:
Here is how this is going to work there will be static pieces to the Wheel which will remain the same weighting no matter what. The denial pieces and here is were group participation is important, will shrink or grow depending on how many punishments I have remaining.
Static Choices:
- Full Orgasm - Weight 1 (It's so small you can't really see it on the wheel. :P It's the tiny slice of pink right in front f ruined orgasm.)
- Ruined Orgasm - Weight 5 - This one is pretty self explanatory and well I wanted to try adding ruins to the mix.
- R's Choice - Weight 50 - If I land on this I will message Rhowc and he will decided whether or not I get to Cum. He can say Yes or No. Or Yes with conditions (For example: Yes, but you have to use the blush brush to do it.)
- Last Punisher's choice - Weight 25 - If I land on this I will message whoever sent the last punishment I did and request permission to cum. Again they can say Yes or No or Yes with conditions. If I don't hear back within 24 hours the answer is assumed to be NO!!
- Last Poster's Choice - Weight 25 - If I land on this I will message whoever posted the last eligible post and request permission to cum. Again they can say Yes or No or Yes with conditions. If I don't hear back within 24 hours the answer is assumed to be NO!!
Dynamic choices:
- Denial, Free Touch - Weight is the number of punishment posts remaining - I'm free to touch my pussy and play with my clit as much as I like, I just can't come.
- Denial, Thread rules - Weight is the number of punishment posts remaining - I have to obey the thread rules and can't touch my clit or pussy beyond doing punishments, PM dares and teases.
If anyone what's to take a look at how the wheel is setup here is a link to it.
For anyone curious, I spun yesterday and landed on Denial, Thread Rules. So no there was no playing with my clit since I didn't have time to do any teasing. Today I landed on Denial free touch so I thin I'm going to enjoy some time with my magic wand.
As to what punishments I've managed to get through over the last week end:
Punishment 1
- 15 minutes with a jumbo plug up my ass
- 100 spanks to clit with a wooden spoon
Punishment 2
- 150 spanks to my pussy with a ridding crop
Punishment 3
- Clamp clit and tits for 10 minutes
- Rub Tabasco on my clit
- 50 spanks to my clit with a wooden spoon
Punishment 4:
- 50 spanks to my pussy
- 20 minutes with a butt plug covered in icy hot up my ass
- 50 spanks to my clit with a wooden spoon
- 15 minutes of clit tickling with a paint brush
Punishment 5
- 150 spanks to your clit with a wooden spoon
- 15 minutes of clit tickling with a paint brush
- Rub Tabasco on my clit
- 100 spanks to clit with a wooden spoon
I won't give you a full punishment, by punishment , but let me just tell you I was very sensitive, tender and horny by the time I went to bed on Sunday night. I'm was feeling quite horny last night and was hard resisting playing with my clit.
Punishments to go:
Friday, 30 March 2018
Punishment Dare - Days 165 to 174
I had to travel for an out of town meeting last Thursday, so I decided to just turn in early on Wednesday night. I ended up heading back home on Thursday and spent quite some time stuck in traffic getting out of the city. By the time I made it home I was exhausted and decided not to do anything that night either.
So last Friday started with delivering the appropriate rubber-band snap punishments to my pussy and clit. The snaps to my clit made me much wetter than I ever expected. They sting obviously, but once finally delivered they left me aching and sopping. Apparently I'm more of a masochist than I realized. Once I'd completed the snaps. I completed my daily tease. Once it was done, it was pretty late so I didn't do any punishments.
On Saturday, I started by giving my clit 50 rubber band snaps while my nipples where clamped. Then I finally completed a punishment:
So last Friday started with delivering the appropriate rubber-band snap punishments to my pussy and clit. The snaps to my clit made me much wetter than I ever expected. They sting obviously, but once finally delivered they left me aching and sopping. Apparently I'm more of a masochist than I realized. Once I'd completed the snaps. I completed my daily tease. Once it was done, it was pretty late so I didn't do any punishments.
On Saturday, I started by giving my clit 50 rubber band snaps while my nipples where clamped. Then I finally completed a punishment:
- Rub toothpaste on my clit
- 100 spanks to pussy with a ridding crop.
The snaps to my clit prior to the toothpaste, did manage to make the sensation more intense than normal. Nothing compared to IcyHot, but still enough to notice a difference. After delivering the spanks to my pussy with the crop I rubbed my clit for 15 minutes, before giving my clit 50 spanks with the crop.
Shortly after I was done I received my daily tease.This time the tease started with 50 spanks to my clit with the ridding crop, followed by 115 minutes of clit tickling with various brushes and finishes with 100 spanks to my pussy with a flogger. I was aching with frustrated arousal after the first 45 minutes. My entire cunt was aching.
Despite the ache I wanted to keep going, so I decided to complete another punishment.
- 20 minutes with a piece of ginger up ass
- 100 spanks to pussy with a narrow red leather paddle
The ginger burned, as it usually does. I was still pretty excited by my earlier teasing so I remained pretty wet through the fingering. I still had to spank my clit for failing to edge though. I just can't seem to get there with my fingers in 15 minutes. After that punishment I watched some TV before calling it a day.
On Sunday, I made a concentrated effort to get through some punishments.First on the list was more figging:
- 20 minutes with a piece of ginger up ass
- Clamp clit and tits for 10 minutes
- 50 spanks to clit with a wooden spoon
While I waited for the timer on the ginger to count down, I spent some time giving out a well deserved teasing and cock/ball spankings. I gave my clit a good spanking after removing the clamps from my clit and nipples. The fingering was enjoyable, but I didn't manage to edge, so more spanks to my clit.
After that I went to the store to pick up a few things. By the time I got home the ginger had worn off and it was time for my daily tease.
Sunday's tease started with another clit spanking. Next was 45 minutes of tickling with the acrylic fan brush, the foundation and blush brushes. A combination obviously designed to tease and frustrate me without giving me any kind of satisfaction. It worked making me horny and wet and wishing for more stimulation. The tease finished up with 10 minutes of clit clamping.
The next punishment on the list was 150 spanks to my pussy with a flogger. I delivered these quickly and moved on to fingering my clit and then spanking my clit.
At this point I really wanted to keep playing my clit so I decided to continue with the punishments:
- Rub Tabasco on my clit
- 100 spanks to clit with a wooden spoon
- Tickle my clit for 15 minutes with a paintbrush
The Tabasco was agony on my already well abused clit. The spanks were almost a relief, a distraction from the burning. I was positive I was going to edge and that I would once again owe someone several days with no multi-post restrictions while I tickled my clit. I'm pretty sure I was about to edge and have to pull away the paintbrush to stop myself from cumming when the alarm went off.
I took a break for a while to have dinner. After that I decided that it was time for more punishment.
- Rub toothpaste on clit
- 100 spanks to pussy with a ridding crop
This was relatively tame compared to the rest of the day's punishments. My clit was obviously quite tender by the time I fingered and then spanked my clit, so I decided to take a little break.
Once I'd recovered a little bit I moved on to my last punishment of the day:
- 50 spanks to pussy with a narrow red leather paddle
- 20 minutes with a butt plug covered in icy hot up ass
- 50 spanks to pussy with a narrow red leather paddle
- 15 minutes of clit tickling with the blush brush.
I was already so tender that the spanks were particularly effective. I distracted myself browsing the forums and replying to a couple of people while the timer for the IcyHot counted down. Once I removed the plug from my now sore little hole and delivered the spanks to my clit. I settled down to give it a thorough a tickling as I could with the blush brush. It was frustrating torture. It's so soft it barely offers stimulation. Just enough to make my clit ache and to get me wet.
I didn't want to stop though so I stupidly started a PM dare. Clit PAINT X3 with a calligraphy brush. I knew, just knew that as stimulated as I was that I would regret it before the first 15 minutes were up. The wool calligraphy brush is wonderful torture. It's soft enough that it's almost impossible for me to edge with it, much less come. It's stiff enough though that it leave my clit throbbing and hyper sensitive. 20 minutes in I was almost crying, I was so desperate. I wanted to stop, but realized I'd brought this on myself. I was relieved once the alarm went off, but I was also a horny frustrated dripping mess.
Monday was a terrible real life day and I almost didn't do anything, but realized that a tease would probably help me unwind. Monday 's tease was another study in frustration 3 soft brushes followed by 10 minutes with my clit clamped. After that it was time for my punishment:
- Rub toothpaste on clit
- 100 spanks to pussy
Toothpaste was pretty tame, which was just as well because I was still pretty sore from Sunday's punishments. I'm always surprised that the barehanded spanks to my pussy sting worse than I'd imagine. Once those were delivered I fingered and delivered some more spanks to my clit with the crop. No edge for me.
On Tuesday, I got home late so only manage to do a tease. So clit snaps are owed. Wednesday my period started so I have been on no touch break since then. I'm getting quite horny as I write this so looking forward to moire teasing and punishment tomorrow.
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